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whitbit09
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Name: Whitney
Location: North Carolina, United States
Birthday: 1/25/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: hang out with friends. driving around. going to clubs. going to parties. getting kicked out of the bowling alley. pretty boys
Expertise: making bacon and pickle sandwiches. good at fighting with boys (cedric) making up with boys
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  gummybearlove
Member Since:
5/4/2004
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| i havent been on here in a long time but right now i am at forrest wrights house at this lame ass party. i am gonna beat this bitchs ass because i just dont like her. i am writing this just so i dont walk downstairs and do it at this very moment. i really really want to make her bleed!!! i have to control my anger!!! ughhhhhh! good thing laura wont let me do it. i really really hate that girl! okay thats enough venting!!! bye | | |
| okay so it hasnt even been 24 hours since laura and heather marcia went
on the trip and i am already missing them like crazy! i dont think that
me and laura have been this long without talking to each other. anyways
i started working at the club today. its okay i guess. not as bad as
laura makes it out to be... or maybe they just went easy on me today. i
guess that time tell... its just good to know that i will have money
coming in again. speaking of work cedric has been working all the time
now. i hardly get to talk to him or see him. that sucks because for
some unknown reason i actually like that boy. not talking to him just
makes me wanna call kelee. bad bad idea! but i think that i am gonna do
it anyways. try and get away with talking to him while cedric is busy
so that my phone wont be going off all night. i really miss kelee. i
dont know why. i should hate the boy. but for some reason i just miss
him. i miss talking with him. i miss making fun of how dumb he can act
sometimes. i just miss him. but that was just so much drama to put up
with. way to much drama. but i'm still gonna try and call him this
weekend and see if i can hang out with him or something. it will be
nice just to hear his voice. of course i'll probably end up crying.
on another note. i wrote jerel back. i hope that he write me back
soon. i just wish i could see him. thats one boy that i dont ever think
i will get over. after three years of not dating him he still gets to
me.
well i have rambled on long enough. i am going to go smoke and then go to bed.
xoxo
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| its been a while since i have wrote on here. i get lazy with things and
forget. anyways. i had a good night last night. i hung out with dajuan
and rode around gastonia. cedric called my phone because he thought i
had another dude in my car... not knowing it was his boy. dajuan is so
nice, and i can talk to him about anything. he makes a really good
listener. Pre called me last night so i went and saw him. he is great.
i wish i didnt have to worry about cedric and him. pre knows about
cedric but i have found that when i am hanging out with other guys it
works in my favor not to tell cedric. he gets mad when i hang with
other dudes. even if its just hanging with a friend. i dont understand
that. pre listened to the voice mails that cedric has left me and
was like "that boy loves you" i was like he does not. i
dont know if he does or not...all i know is that i care about
cedric. i just dont think that anything is ever gonna come out of
me and him hanging out. but he is so cute. lol...so is pre!!!
my momma went out of town for a couple of
days! yay. so pre is suppose to stay with me tonight but i dont know if
he is. he gets to where he wont call anyone. last night i was like i
wont hear from you for three days. i met one of his brothers last
night. he was funny. he gave pre the approval to hang out with me. i
guess i was pretty enough to hang with pre. me and pre get along so
great. we just kinda click. i gotta watch it though. because i dont
wanna fall for him. if i do i will just get hurt. i learned that
with kelee.
laura's bday is so close! i am happy for her. she actually seems happy about things. and good for her.
heather is home and that makes me really happy. i missed her so much.
its great to know that she is close to me. Becca is home
and its like no one even knows it. she doesnt call anyone or
wanna hang out with anyone. she could have stayed and UNC and you
wouldnt be able to tell the difference.
well i'm gonna get off of here. **kisses**
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| well i feel really crappy. my car is broke! i hate that. i just want
the damn thing to work. actually i just want a new car! how much is
that to ask. santa if you are listening hook me up on christmas!
anyways... other than car problems shana is mad at me. i kissed a dude
that she kinda talked to. when i told her she acted cool with it but
now she is mad. i dont understand. she doesnt have feelings for him and
they never dated and its been over a year since they talked. what is
there to hang on to? i dont wanna lose her but he is a really sweet guy
and he gets along with me and we just kinda click. i dont know i guess
it just wasnt meant to be. on to another shitty part of my life....
cedric and me arent really talking that much. he never has time for me.
hes always "working" or with his boys or taking a bath or sleeping or
some other lame excuse for not calling. you know at least i made an
effort.
have you ever noticed that when things start to go wrong in your life
it seems like it just keeps getting worse. i dont know. laura is
hanging out with other friends. and i guess i just miss her. i just
feel lonely. i hate being at home. i wanna move out on my own. i want
to just get away from everything. it sucks nothing seems to go right
anymore. i cant wait till heather comes home. i miss her lots. i
guess i am gonna go to bed now.
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| so this weekend has been crazy. nothing has really happened.. i have a
couple of new stories about cops now. i get to see my baby tonight!
yay! i have to go to work in a few minutes which i am not looking
forward to. but anyways. i'll write more later.
kisses**
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